BOOKS

These books are transcripts of recorded channeling sessions. I use the word channeling because it is the term that most closely describes what I experienced.

Each session began with a pre-established meditation procedure. I would go through that process before speaking, gradually reaching what I experienced as “connecting to the right frequency.” Only once that connection was established would the channeling begin.

During this period, my exploration also led me to study other forms of energy work. In 2019, I completed my training as a Reiki Master and also became a certified Polarity therapist. These practices became another part of my exploration of energy, consciousness and the relationship between inner and outer experience.

Perhaps the easiest way to understand what I mean by channeling is to think of it as a form of automatic speech. It was similar in principle to automatic writing, except that instead of words appearing through writing, they came through speech. Once the session began, I would let go of consciously constructing what I wanted to say and simply allow the words to unfold as I spoke.

The session was recorded, and I would later transcribe what had been said. During the channeling itself, I understood the words I was speaking, but once the session ended I generally had little or no conscious recollection of what had been said. In many ways, the transcription was when I rediscovered the material myself.

Between 2014 and 2019, I was deeply involved in this experience. I would channel from Monday to Friday, recording each session, and during the weekend I would transcribe what had been recorded over the preceding week. Over those years, I recorded more than 1,000 sessions encompassing the body of work presented here.

The channeling sessions also seemed to open doorways to other kinds of personal experiences — experiences that some might call paranormal. Living through all of this was not always easy. So much of what I was experiencing felt extraordinary to me that mere words could not do it justice, and I found that I had very few places to turn for advice or understanding.

I quickly discovered that experiences of this kind are often ridiculed, and that speaking openly about them can very quickly earn a person the label of being strange. But for me, that has been a small price to pay compared with what I feel I received from the experience.